AiNi .. actually been blessed ... just she didn't notice it... till NOW...

Why I pick that title ?? 
Hurm .... *think* 
I deleted my previous post cuz.. its only my past..
now.. I'm learning to balance everything..
I hate to see someone cry bcuz of me...
I hate to know someone crying bcuz of me...
I hate when I know.. I made them cry...
Now ... everything will be okay..
I will try my BEST to smile & laugh...
Even it's hard ...
cuz I got a lot of FRIENDS !
WONDERFUL ELF FAMILY ! 
SUPER JUNIOR really really change me LIFE ...
I'm not lying ....
This is what I really felt... 
towards their FANCLUB - the ELF ...


They changed my LIFE.
Super Junior taught me how to be strong in my life..
Even its was hard.. but their dedication to make ..
someone's life better.
They smile even they're tired ...
They laugh even they're dying inside ...
I really look up to them bcuz of that...
Super Junior's song ...
If you listen carefully..
You can actually feel their LOVE..
Their dance moves..
make me goes "Woooo".. >w<
Their humble face make me fall in deeper ... 


THE ELF ....
was the AWESOME fan club to me !
They're just like SUPER JUNIOR ...
They stay together...
sad .. tears.. laugh... smile ...
Not always Happy Together ...
but... they stick together ...
I know some ELF that now..
turn into my FAMILY ...
I'm lean to them if I cried or sad ...
I told them.. bout my problems ...
I told them ... bout ... my LIFE...
Now ... they know almost EVERYTHING bout me...
Life is not always a happy one ...
You really need someone when you broke down to tears ...
You need someone to tell you...
"It's okay... "..
"I'm here for you"...
It did meant a lot to a person like ME ...


well.. I just wanna say ...
THANK YOU ...
cuz being a part of my life now...
cuz be there for me...
I will try my best to smile ...
Be a positive person ...
I'm being blessed actually...
For the chance Allah gave to me..
A chance..
to know...
SUPER JUNIOR ...
ELF ...
And make them as a part of my LIFE ...