AiNi ... is confused ..

I dun know.. why ..
Nia being like this to me ...
That post.. supposedly not for her ...
That post ... for.. someone close to me..
but too bad she didn't realize that .. *that person*
now.. Nia is gone..
I dun want to disturb her ..
since she didn't reply to my comment ...
Maybe she angry with me ...
cuz always crying ...
Now ...
everyone gone ...
I'm alone again ..
*sigh*
In real LIFE ..
I got too many works to do...
the work kept coming ..
even I do my best ! >w<
Now.. I got head aches ..
My stomach aches .. cuz..
I been skipping eating rice ...
today .. Kak Linda buy me nasi goreng ..
but after eat that ...
I been in & out of toilet since lunch ...
its so painful..
plus my head ...
hurts ..
maybe cuz I do too many reports in one day !
*sigh*
I miss them ...
I miss Sungjung ... Tiqah ... Nia .. Sunie ...
But .. I must act cool aite ??
Lately all my post ..
at facebook ...
is about my work.. & real life ...
God.. I miss them ...
but what should I do ??
I'm cant cry again ..
I'm ady make promise ...
what should I do ??!
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..... .....
when they texting wif me ...
I can feel .. something is wrong ..
I wanted to ask them so bad ..
but.. I'm afraid I might hurt their feeling ...
so I kept quiet ..
I keep smiling & laughing ..
even my heart cry ...
what should I do ??
I hate being like this ..
but ... since Atikah left me ...
I don't think I can be a really really good friend to anyone ...
yeah .. I'm still hurt ...
I miss Liana too ...
But.. now.. she busy ..
with assignment ..
and exams..
I shall not disturb her and being such a baby !
Now.. listen to.. Dong Bang Shi Ki  song's ...
From Ballon to their new one.. -Before U Go ...
June ! ppalli come !!
I wanna see Liana ASAP !!!
God .. help me please ..
Jebal ...