Jan 30, 2012

aini_aiden



Hello~ hello~
so long didn't update this blog~~
juz dun hve d rite mood to write anytime....
hmm~~ now I feel like to write one cuz of him...
Him is my practical fren...
He been working here...
He likes kpop.. juz like me...
He more into SNSD.. 
unlike me.. 
who been into Super Junior~
He got blog...
I read his entry... 
Surprised?? hmm~~ 
what surprised me is...
how he keep those smile on his face even he suffer that much??


hmm~~ he must b angry if he knew I wrote this...
How am put this??
His dad remarry after his mom gone...
I did know bout that.. cuz he told us once..
but.... 
He suffers so much...
really...
If I was in his place...
I wud died cuz of d stress & sadness...
He tried to put his happy mask on..
pretending all okay...
pretending to b happy wif his Uni frens...
but...
wen I read his blog..
I almost choked..
cuz I hold my tears too long...


I made promise to myself.. 
I wont cry over simple things anymore..
been make sum new year resolution..
Alhamdulillah.. 
Everything went my way so far.. 
Thank you Ya Allah.. 


There are sum problems...
between us..
I juz can feel it...
but I try to b strong...
I'm not me anymore...
meet wif sum dentist & fix my tooth & stuff..
learning hangul is hard...
been trying my luck on part time job..
hmmm~~ 
lately catch up wif flu...
so sick~~ so sick~~
nothing much really..
gotta go now~~


my next entry is bout a boy..
it's not Donghae anymore...
makes me fall in luv wif him...
hard to erase but must erase him...
He's not my type..
I'm not his type...
we r not belong together...
I will tell everything bout him later~~~
He comes from another broken family..
He loves his dad more den his mom...
He been trying to commit suicide once..
He's cold but got warm heart...
So confused wif my own feeling.. =_=!
The next entry in Uee Kim
I met him there..