Nov 8, 2011

My 1st Anniversary!!!!~

Last of 6th Nov is my 1st anniversary with my own ELfamily!!!!~
Weee!!!~ we are already one year old!!! Haha.. never thought that... hehe...
I know I'm rather complicated myself... It's must be hard on you guys rite?..
Melly unnie... Lia unnie.. my two awesome unnies!!!
Even we are far apart... our hearts is one rite??!~
Hyosonn saeng... Tiqah saeng... my two fav dongsaengs!!!~
We still haven't meet yet even we living in the same country~
Hehe~ I think Malaysia is BIG ENOUGH to travel alone.. hihi...
Tiqah even dreams bout me being a baby~ huahahaha~
maybe it's cuz I'm always being "gediks" wenever I talk to her~
Hyosonn aaa.. we almost can meet up when "Hari Belia" or when you came to Kajang visit your younger sis..
But I blew it.. didn't I?.. I'm so sorry ne... I don't think I deserve to be a real friend to you...
Actually... being an ELF...
I got to know many wonderful people..
I got to know and be friends with them..
Safura unnie..Sunie... Fatehah.. Safi.. Afiqah.. Fiq.. Nani.. Ezzati... Atiqah saeng... Sry saeng... Kira saeng.. Nia saeng.. Another Kira... Nana... Yuni.. Ahn... Izra saeng.. Izzy saeng.. Mirul... and many many other ELF all around the world!!~

My life before this...
It's not life..
I guess you knew it, right?
But slowly... I learnt..
slowly... I accept it..
Little by little...
sometime I just can't take it.. broke down to tears...
You guys advised me to be strong... stay strong...
Even we had fought cuz me being so complicated..
but we being forgiven right?..
We forgive each other like real family does...
Don't think me .. as a good person...
cuz I'm not...
You guys know it rite?..
I swore a lot...
I did bad things more than my good deeds..
I'm being this good because...
Actually...
I'm touched.. by your love...
I never never thought someone could love me like this...
I meant like.. Even my real sisters.. being busy with their life...
You guys... Kak Linda .. Kak Amal... Super Junior...
had taught me about love.. how to treat people right...
How to be strong and be positive... think of Allah...
Allah had sent you guys to me...
to look after me...
to cheer me up when I was down...
to wipe my tears away when I cry...
to be there whenever I need someone to hug me...
to tell me...that...
someone is watching over me...

I think .. it's all for now...
One sentence... for you guys...
Thank you so much for taking care of me...
I love you guys so much!~

1 comment:

AdLin said...

ne~~happy belated anniversary unnie^^ saranghaeyo!!
yes, time and experience will make us mature^^