BUT.. ... I CAN'T ! even i dun know. what i'm thinking. my heart said. He hurts me. I shud let him go as I let her go. my brain said other way. that I shud forgive him. and start anew. *AAAAARGH* I did asked him ! why he do this to me??! can't he see that i'm human too??! why he must tell others??! why??! why??! WHY??! can't he just tell me.. if he tells me. the truth. I will explain to him nicely. why.. he doing like that? why he act like that?! I don't understand. I told myself. hundred/thousand of times. "FORGET HIM" ! but. everyday. every hour. every minute. every minute. I thinking what am i do wrong to him.. I did sorry to him..it never ends. he asking me for something else. but what? what is that??! someone plz answer me~ I can't stand the pain. I can't be like this forever. I have to do something! juz tell him or .... ... back off. so he could live better?
I will go. but I have to be strong. It takes time to forget all wonderful memories. but. I can do it. Sorry for those are hurt by me. Truly sorry. from the bottom of my heart. I only human. tend to make silly mistake.
|the love.. is G.O.N.E|